So let’s be honest, I have not really written a real, worth a few bucks blog in ...well since summer vacation. I would be completely distraught by this realization..but I am not that worried. Fortunately I finally received my Galaxy S2 Epic 4g Touch (long title I know) so I am able to vlog and upload YouTube videos. I do say that vlogging is still technically blogging. What I really focus on is putting myself, and my opinions out there...what force compels me to do that? I don’t really know.
Typically teenagers shelter themselves, or post photos of them crying over some relationship...I am not that cliche teenager to all degrees however. I dare myself to put my image out in the public's hands. I throw my life around the web to complete strangers for the thrill of socializing. I care not who you are or what you are (excluding serial rapists) I wish to be your friend.
It is in my mind that I am so open and engaged because as a kid I was taught against talking to strangers...and if you notice how you always rebel against your childhood rules when you get of age to be bale to rebel. I have nothing better to do with my time then meet new faces or entertain the ones I have so lovingly known for ages.
If you persistently watch my social pages online I extend my most gratitude filled hug toward you. YOU are of the people that keep me feeling like I have a purpose in this world. When I have friends or even strangers coming up to me and saying they enjoyed something I did it fills me with an appreciation you could not even begin to understand.
I really wish I could be making great videos that are edited, and entertaining...I am gonna be honest here and not snuggle my way out here. We don’t have any web at home besides our phones. I am working on getting wifi and have had a few failed attempts..as soon as I get web at home 1) My life will be complete 2) I’ll get no sleep 3) I will get to pursue my dreams even further.
Yes, I am indeed a teenager, I have been down roads where you’re typically taught against and I have had some dark times too...even times where ending all the madness seem like a solid plan out. Through much stress and anxiety I still remain here, I still make videos for no mans land online, and I still get up every morning with a smile knowing I will inflict positive attitudes toward others through my actions.
