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Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

I WANT FAME.

I have wanted to perform my whole life. And haha my family went through many of my in home shows x) I swore to be a magician. Singer. Clown. And a bus driver. I just always have enjoyed making people laugh and feel good if for just a few minutes. That is why I love being with friends...and why they love being with me. I am not some company formulated pop whore. I am just Justin. I just wanna be myself and let that be the spark in anyone who hangs by me. I dream of Arenas chanting my name. I want to be wanted. I want to experience what helping others is like when you can have enough to really change lifes. I want to feel what our pouring love is like. The theater exist to spare us of reality for some time and create what we cannot see...I want to have theater be my reality. I want to be a constant performance. Undoubtfully I see life as a fragile figure...you could die right now reading this. So why not have fun at every pause in todays stressful world. Why not perform what energy I convey? I want to be able to share myself to people..make them happy. I have no superstar quality in terms of looks. . .but perhaps that will be what makes me unique.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Welcome...THIS IS HIGH SCHOOL.

Something I realized last year is that it's not always YOUR TIME just yet. I have a good vlog audience but am not famous- I have yet to gain the time and resources to become a great YouTuber. PERHAPS I have not gotten all I wanted yet- but truely I am not yet living...School keeps young adults in a locked vise until you grace that stage with a rolled up paper stating you faced 12 years of agony. To want all that those past high school are achieving is corrupt, you can't want what you don't have when you're not yet old enough, wise enough, and built enough to grasp it. THE complexity of life has yet to begin...we are all in the molding stage of what is to come. So fret not....new things will come...people will change...you will make something of yourself- right now does not represent your whole life...the lazy life of a teenager should not carry into adult hood. THIS IS HIGH SCHOOL....welcome to it's restricting powers that bind us- to later make us propser into self willing, ambitious adults.
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